Blessings.
Assalamualaikum.
Have you ever been so excellent in something and you think that you're so good on it? And no one else can beat you? For example, studies. Like being a top scorer in mathematics. I bet you do, readers. Don't lie. I hate liars.
Let's say that Kelly is the person that I describe earlier.
She is so clever that she took her teachers for granted. Being rude towards her teachers. Didn't study that much. Take it easy on everything. Underestimated the others around her that she didn't realize they were way better than her. She was so comfortable by her excellent academics background. One dreadful day, she got her examinations results. She was dumbfounded. She can't believe her eyes. Her mathematics result was HORRIBLE. She thought it was the end of the world. It wasn't. As a resolution, she met her teachers, apologized, cried a lot, muhasabah, tawakal on her studies. Repaired her relationship with her mathematics TEACHER, TEACHERS, and FRIENDS. Studied seriously and deligently. On the next examinations, she was happy with her results. On mathematics result. Happy, but not satisfied. Satisfication that made her been careless. Her results improved a lot. Alhamdulillah.
So, the message from the story is blessings are important, compulsory.
Believe in me. Cuz I've been through what Kelly had faced. Not as exactly as Kelly's, but some part of it. Remember guys, BLESSINGS. I'm advising you dearest readers, not because I'm perfect, it is because I, myself, wanna fix myself. To be a better person. To encourage you guys to be a better person. Not to be perfect, but, BETTER.
Fatin Izzati.
Saturday, May 25, 2013 (9:00 AM)
Desperate.
Assalamualaikum.
Desperate. Terdesak. Tergila-gilakan.
This kind of attitude annoy me.
Some people are so desperate that it shows TOO MUCH. Cover it up lah. If you, yourself know that you WILL NOT get the things you want, then, my advice is GET OVER IT. People use to be desperate over small things like shirts they want, excellent marks that they always dream of, boys/girls they admire, anything. Just get over it.
Fatin Izzati.
Thursday, May 23, 2013 (9:53 AM)
Jokes.
Assalamualaikum.
Pranks to be precise.
I got no problem against pranks. Come on, seronok kan kenakan orang lain? Honest. You can put pranks on me, but, i got my own limits. Berpada-pada. When i think its too much, then its hard for me to go hooo-haaa as usual. Then, i'll start cursing. Yeah, cursing the ones who put pranks on me. And at that particular moment, i'll be angry, ferocious as hell. Don't ask forgiveness at that time. Its worthless. ZERO. Not even a speck of dust. People said, " worst decision are made when someone/a person is angry". So, its better for me to take my time, and to think things wisely. And when i said i take my time, i really 'take my time'. But i guess, nobody cares right? I'm invisible. Nobody can see me. Nobody really understand me.
Fatin Izzati.
Berhenti.
Assalamualaikum.
Berhenti. Stop. Pause.
But why?
Because i'm too tired.
I'm too tired to fit in. Too tired of being someone else. Too tired of being manipulated. Too tired of being someone else jokes. Too tired of being the person who walks behind/infront alone cuz the space aren't enough for three. Too tired of being the dumbest person alive. Too tired of being taken for granted by the trusted ones. Too tired not being accepted by others. YA ALLAH, help me.
Your 'tests' are too hard. I can't bare it anymore.
Fatin Izzati.
Anis Nabilah.
Assalamualaikum.
Well the post is certainly dedicated to Anis Nabilah bt Mohd Azman.
So kak nab,
Thanks for everything. Your useless helps *ops just kidding*, for listening to my nags, secrets, and not to forget, GOSSIPS! Hahah *fake laugh* after the this, there'll be no more shouting your names randomly, out of sudden, jumping around like crazy, huggings like there's no tomorrow, chit chatting till we have no idea to talk about,no more exchanging baju kurung, borrowing your shirts, TEASING YOU all the time, no more wacky jokes, nobody to fool around with, and no more 2nd episode i think. Ahhhh i'm gonna miss you SO MUCH! Take care my friend, till we meet again someday. <3
Fatin Izzati.
Tuesday, February 12, 2013 (8:45 AM)
Cried.
Assalamualaikum.
Well guys, today i'm gonna tell you a secret *please act like you don't even read this entry after reading this*.
7.30 p.m. 11/2/13.
I was crying. Knowing that everything isn't going to be the same. I waved goodbye to Che. Drawing as many hearts as possible until we've reached kl sentral. Its hard. Saying goodbye to Atiqah Khalid as if we were besties back then. I cried. My tears were flooding out from my eyes like crazy. Unstopable. Then i went back to platform 4 with Anoi *since he was my Rawang-mate*. I sat in the train. Crying secretly, hoping that he didn't saw me cried. Thankfully, i'm sitting in front, while he's at the back, charging his phone i think. Thank god i've stop crying when we've reached sg. buloh. So yeah, this hangout was most probably the saddest hangout ever. *did i tell you guys that we couldn't stop taking pictures?*
Friends, take a freakin' good care of yourself. Please survive where ever you are. Do the best. I hope that we'll meet again soon. And of course in a HAPPIER mood.
*shhh, remember our promise to keep this as a secret? Hold on to it PLEASE*
Fatin Izzati.
29/01/2013
Assalamualaikum.
Well, maybe its a bit too late for posting this entry. But, i have to do it. At least i want those who wished me on my birthday feel APPRECIATED. Yes, thank you very much guys. *they don't even care Fatin, move on* Thank you for the teddy bear (Ainaa), the pencil case (Aqilah R), the dolphin bean bag (Muni), the birthday cards *sorta* (Kak Nab and Yana), the yoda keychain (Fawwaz), the coop Hacks (Irfan Kacak)and treats. Thank you for the birthday songs. So, here we go. To the ones who wished me 'Happy Birthday'.
-Aqilah Rahasnan
-Ainaa Nazurah
-Anis Nabilah
-Liyana Raihan
-Che Nuramira Syahira
-Zati Taqiyah
-Fawwaz
-Maryam Farzana
-Anis Syafiqah
-Maizatul Nazifah
-Asma Amirah
-Jazmina
-Nurin Aqilah
-Aqila Azme
-Atiqah Yatim
-Fatin Shahira
-Sharifah Allysha
-Zuzi
-Nabila Rosli
-Nabila Azmi
-Aqil Mohd Noor
-Shahril Aizat
-Irfan Mirza
-Zul Husni
-Amni Nadzirah
-Hanna Maisara
-Ruhul Aimuni
-Hanis Hafizah
-Aina Sabreena
-Ameera Shakila
-Farah Nur Alya
-Mira Sabrina
-Syafiqah Athirah
-Liyana (cousin Kabel)
-Hazirah Izzati
-Dina Adhwa
-Iman Razaini
-Fatin Shamimi
-Alya (form one)
THANK YOU.
To those that i've forgot to mention, i'm DEEPLY sorry.
Fatin Izzati.
Friday, February 8, 2013 (6:46 AM)
A Touch of Happiness.
Assalamualaikum.
This entry is about me being helpers for form1 (2013) registration.
So, here we go. Aku telah ditugaskan oleh Kabel (a.k.a Shahril Aizat) untuk melayan cousin dia, Yana. Yana's family was being absolutely nice to me. Family Yana layan aku as if i'm a part of them. *aku perasan lebih? Tidak, ini hanya gambaran.* Memanglah aku ni 'helpers' je. But at that particular time, aku rasa yang aku ni sangat DIHARGAI. Aunty (Yana's mother) siap beli air lagi untuk aku. Bagi ferrero rocher dekat aku. Belanja aku makan cafe. And even tangkap gambar dengan aku. *subhanallah* The thing is, aku tak kisah pon kalau aku tak dapat semua tu. But when i've been treated so nice by some strangers that i've just for a couple hours, aku rasa sangat TERSENTUH. *ni drama melayu ke apa ni?* So i've promised myself, to look after Yana like she is one of my little sister. Dear god, thanks for giving me chance to met that lovely family.
Fatin Izzati.
Thursday, January 24, 2013 (4:34 PM)
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